Negative Result

I took the test yesterday...yes...the big test which involves both urine and blood (yuck!) and it turned out NEGATIVE. I can't explain how bad i felt when I found out the result. Although I didn't want to expect anything prior to that test, in my heart of hearts, I really wanted to believe that I am now pregnant. Unfortunately, it wasn't to be the case. I started crying the minute I walked out of the clinic that morning clutching the negative pregnancy test in my hands. I didn't want to cry but I felt so bad when I found out the results of my urine test, that even though the nurse was trying to comfort me by saying that sometimes, the blood test comes up positive even if the urine test reads negative, I knew that the chances of that happening was almost nil. I've never been the exception to the rule. Kenn tried his best to comfort me, but there's just somethings in life that need to be mourned, even for just a short while.